Why I Need To Have An Affair

Last weekend I took my daughters to the county pool to enjoy an afternoon of fun in the water.  In a sea of people, inevitably some women always stand out and caught my attention.  With the hot temperature that we have been enduring in the recent weeks, it is no wonder that there are many hot and beautiful women around the the pool area.  These women are not limited to just the hard 20s bodies, but there are also the hot mothers who have been maintaining themselves well over the years.  A lot of these women were wearing bikinis which totally aroused my imagination of what it will feel like have an affair with one of those gorgeous ladies.  I have been married for over 15 years and the relationship is just getting quite dull with no excitement.  That’s why having an extramarital affair has been weighing in my mind recently.

I have been eying other women

It is not just about seeing a hot woman in a bikini, wondering what it will be like to see her naked and have her body wrapped around myself.  I will sometimes see some hot and sexy women walking down the street wearing short skirts and high heels and wonder how exciting it will be to be with one of those woman without any complications, just plain old affair of the heart, with the bonus physical lust.  I would find myself staring at a woman just because she has a good body, or she has her manicure and pedicure done, which says that she has taken the time to take care of her looks.  Even though it is shallow to say, but it is just an awful truth that physical attraction is a big thing for men in general.

I am just no longer attracted to my wife

I must say that my wife is still very physically attractive.  But after being with her for over 15 years, I have just lost all the physical attraction to her.  I longer get physically excited over her, sad to say.  I find myself more physically excited seeing a hot woman walking down the street than seeing my wife naked.  And it is also not about the age of the women that I have been looking at.  Because I can be looking at a woman in her 20s, or a hot mother in her 30s/40s and they still get me totally aroused.  I often looked at some hot MILF and wonder how nice it will be to have those women because obviously they have had some experience already, and I can possibly benefit from it.  And it is true that the older and more experienced women are more willing to try new things sexually.

Since I haven’t been able to stop looking at other women, and imagining getting them into bed and exploring their bodies, that is the reason why I believed I need to have an affair just to get this urge out of my system.  Whether I will have this for the long term is still up for debate, but for now I will need to fulfill this urge and desire.

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